Before Once upon a time, the night is over. four years has passed At the time of bear, there is a sharp human pushes me He pulls out a knife and dances to go in They give each other a scarless wound I'm still trapped in that time Even if it repeats 24 hours a day All the days I can give are in the past I'm scared of the present and the future I just don't want to know what emotion is I want to smile, I'm lonely and pitiful I want to put everything back I just want to forget that I ruined I fought with my mom for no reason I hope my heart is less anxious in the future I hope for my mom's happiness in the future I hope my arms are cleaner in the future Please, please, please, I hope I disappear in the future Before It's not that I don't know, I should've closed my eyes It's a side effect of the diet medicine The feeling of being trapped somewhere Even if I put on my stuffy heart, it's still my diet Words like faith, hope My will to go far away I sat down alone in the morning While I was crying If my friends who I don't want to see are welcome Come to my room, if it's not me, it's night When I'm with the people I love, please Roll me up in your room so I can take a picture Roll me up in your room so I can hear a word Come to my room, if it's not me, it's night When I'm with the people I love, please Roll me up in your room so I can laugh one more time Roll me up in your room so I can say I'm sorry I just don't want to know, I can't feel it I want to hide, I'm a lonely person I want to put everything back, I want to forget that I ruined it I'm a poor person I hope my heart is less anxious I hope my mom is happy I hope my arms are cleaner Please, please, please, I hope I disappear I hope my arms are cleaner