Pale lips, bags under my eyes Alone after midnight, too numb to cry No friends, at least I can pretend That everyone loves me, except that's a lie What happens when I die? Will people take their time? I'm shedding the tears What did I waste all my years? What happens if I stay? No promise I'll be okay Cause life can get hard And it tears me apart Bruises, wounds behind my back From people who stabbed me With hate in their eyes Am I over? Because I'm a loner My pain is my closure Why do I exist?