Still in the blue, say that I miss you, silence
Sit on my phone, try to refrain from dialing
See when we're good, then we're good
When we're bad, we're a disaster
Make out, slam the door
And then text you right after
I don't miss the drama
But God, I miss your laughter, woah
So who do I call now?
I'd give it all now
Just to be fighting in the kitchen
Hearing the crash of broken dishes
Thought it was bad then
This heartache is happening
I'd fall asleep to the television
Try not the sound of your voice missing
Now I'd do anything for you to yell at me
You laugh so quietly
But your silence is deafening
I'm by your throat
Sometimes I wish you'd cut it
Hit me slow
Then act like you're so above it
See when we're high, we're so high
Then we crash and we shatter
Make out like we're fine
Then fall back in old patterns
I don't miss the drama
But God, I miss your laughter, woah
So who do I call now?
I'd give it all now
Just to be fighting in the kitchen
Hearing the crash of broken dishes
Thought it was bad then
This heartache is happening
I'd fall asleep to the television
Try not the sound of your voice missing
Now I'd do anything for you to yell at me
You laugh so quietly
But your silence is deafening
I always come back like a sickness
Don't let anybody scare you of my system
The audacity to call yourself the victim
Kick me down, say it's not malicious
You use it all against me when I tell you things
Or even when you're not listening
I used to go to you for everything
So who do I, who do I call now?
I'd give it all now
Just to be fighting in the kitchen
Hearing the crash of broken dishes
Thought it was bad then
This heartache is happening
I'd fall asleep to the television
Try not the sound of your voice missing
Now I'd do anything for you to yell at me
You laugh so quietly
But your silence is deafening