Still in the blue, say that I miss you, silenceSit on my phone, try to refrain from dialingSee when we're good, then we're goodWhen we're bad, we're a disasterMake out, slam the doorAnd then text you right afterI don't miss the dramaBut God, I miss your laughter, woahSo who do I call now?I'd give it all nowJust to be fighting in the kitchenHearing the crash of broken dishesThought it was bad thenThis heartache is happeningI'd fall asleep to the televisionTry not the sound of your voice missingNow I'd do anything for you to yell at meYou laugh so quietlyBut your silence is deafeningI'm by your throatSometimes I wish you'd cut itHit me slowThen act like you're so above itSee when we're high, we're so highThen we crash and we shatterMake out like we're fineThen fall back in old patternsI don't miss the dramaBut God, I miss your laughter, woahSo who do I call now?I'd give it all nowJust to be fighting in the kitchenHearing the crash of broken dishesThought it was bad thenThis heartache is happeningI'd fall asleep to the televisionTry not the sound of your voice missingNow I'd do anything for you to yell at meYou laugh so quietlyBut your silence is deafeningI always come back like a sicknessDon't let anybody scare you of my systemThe audacity to call yourself the victimKick me down, say it's not maliciousYou use it all against me when I tell you thingsOr even when you're not listeningI used to go to you for everythingSo who do I, who do I call now?I'd give it all nowJust to be fighting in the kitchenHearing the crash of broken dishesThought it was bad thenThis heartache is happeningI'd fall asleep to the televisionTry not the sound of your voice missingNow I'd do anything for you to yell at meYou laugh so quietlyBut your silence is deafening