I don't feel
alive inside
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep
I say too much,
sometimes I don't say enough
And it hurts, I don't know
the real me
My throat,
it hurts
And I cannot breathe
Yet I watch as time passes by
I'm just waiting for that special day
Where I will feel okay All I ask is for your patience please
This anxiety is killing me
Holding back the best of me
But don't try to medicate my mind
What's happening in my mind
I'm a prisoner, I'm a slave to myself
I've cried
myself
an ocean of tears
In which I now wait absentmindedly
Gotta find my way back to the shore
Where I will feel okay once more
Will you please ask me a helping hand?
Because I am my own enemy Holding back the best of me
But don't try to medicate my mind
Cause now I'm just a shadow in my head
Someone
that I used to know
A
stranger in the mirror I don't recognize
Someone help me find my mind
But I know that there will be a day Where I will feel okay
Stars and moon will shine again I just gotta find my way back home
Where I no longer feel alone All I ask is for your patience please
Because I am my own enemy Holding back the best of me