oh, my inbox is empty
no message for me.
I think I am finally beginning to see
the traces of something
that went on unknown.
I was too busy
with thoughts of my own.

Thought I had control of my life
I woke up to find I'd crossed a line.
Who am I to sit and wonder?
Wonder why I'm goin under...
It's not right to say that all of this
could happen to somebody else,
when I don't even know myself.

Silence is golden
I've heard them say.
But how does something golden
cause so much pain?
I can't get over
the way my heart lies,
I'm in too deep to rationalize.

Thought I had control of my life
I woke up too find I'd crossed a line
Who am I to sit and wonder? oh, oh
Wonder why I'm goin under...
It's not right to say that all of this
could happen to somebody else,
when I don't even know myself.

oh, I'm a million miles across the border
of what I feared all along.
It can take a while to get a life in order.
Will you realize the only thing
you've ever loved is gone?

I wonder why I'm goin under na na na na
It's not right to say that all this
could happen to somebody else,
when I don't even know myself.
Who am I to sit and wonder (I don't even know myself)
Wonder why I'm goin under... woah
I can try to say that all this
could happen to somebody else,
but I don't even know myself

I don't even know myself