It's been a long week
And I'm back down on my knees
I wonder if you still watch over me
The way you never speak
Your love keeps me at ease
I wonder if you're waiting there for me
You know I hate change Yet I face it every day
I wish I could turn down the noise
It's never been your fault
I guess I'm not that strong A lot has happened since you've been gone
I'm at a loss I wish I could turn down the noise
I'm at a loss I wish I could turn down the noise
How many ways can I tell you that I've been a mess?
Started skipping my meals cause I hated my face
I know you'd be upset but I was anxious and stressed
We thought I had us troubled and a rape on my chest
I'm so scared to grow up,
losing you was too much
I thought I found the one I so wished her the best
I know she misses you too
As you look at your pictures I miss all your kisses
I wonder if you met your parents since I've been too low
I'll be in there for somebody My sister's a prisoner to our family
I'm someone like your chocolate but my kids have a quotation
How they give love like you did but at the rate that I'm going
I'm lostyour name