Baby, I will tell you when I'm with you, honey
Baby, I will tell you when I'm with you, honey
What if it never changes?
My pain is endless, I said
What if I'm always healing?
Forever pining for sanity
But now life has ceased
And the storms can't disbreach
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe I preferred it when it was a mess every day in my bed
And I couldn't handle it then
And I can't take emotion, love
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
What if the ages were suns?
My bones can't balance
Skeleton
Skeleton
But now life
Has ceased
To stone my known feeling
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe I preferred it when it was a mess every day in my bed
And I couldn't handle it then
But I can't take emotion, love
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
maybe I prefer it when it was chaotic
Maybe I prefer it when it was chaotic
baby I preferred it when it was chaotic

It's not easy
Feeling nothing
Baby I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
Maybe I preferred it when it was chaotic in my head

When I was a mess every day in my bed
And I couldn't handle it then
And I can't take emotion, love
Baby, I preferred it when it was chaotic
Baby, I preferred it when it was chaotic