I wake up to the sound of the rainIt's loud enough to drown out the painAnd I'm doneSmoking goneEverybody is for the fameBut I'm just trying to remember my nameAnd I'm numbWhat have I become?I'm confessing itI'm a pessimistIn my elementNothing can bring me low withinI take myselfPersonal hellWhen it rains it poursWhen windows open they close doorsShut me out, shut it downTell me what we're living forWhen it rains it poursWhen it rains it poursIf I give, tell me what will I gainAnd if I lose, well it's kind of the sameI've becomeSo undoneIn my mind it drives me insaneAnd I've been told to stay in my laneAnd I'm numbTo everyoneI'm confessing itI'm a pessimistIn my elementNothing can bring me low withinI take myselfI take myselfPersonal hellWhen it rains it poursWhen windows open they close doorsShut me out, shut it downTell me what we're living forWhen it rains it poursWhen windows open they close doorsWhen it rains, it poursWhere's my mind?What do I feel?Is it fake or is it real?Where's my mind?What do I feel?Is it fake or is it real?Is it real?When it rains, it poursWhen windows open, they close doorsShut me out, shut it downTell me what we livin' forWhen it rains, it poursWhen it rains, it pours