I don't know about big deals, but I don't know about mine Everything is down and nothing isn't fine Should I be the best or should I be the worst or should I be the good or the bad? There's nothing, nothing, nothing can get in my way I'm controlling life, but I don't know what it is I'm winning, I'm winning, I'm winning, but you're mean to me I'm still, I'm still, I'm still Just one more pill, just one more time to kill I ain't got no time to kill, but to Leave me alone, why don't you blow up? And then I know up, and then I show up 5th of October, goddammit, you know I'm gonna celebrate I'll see you later, I'll evade it Yeah, well you know I've been around you I can't hold this up For too long, fake everyday You paid me to stay And now, now I'm right here Half the life, half the life Half the life What's half the life? I've been hatin' so much And I'm still feelin' so empty inside Help me, I've been throwin' the bars And I've been kicked in the grass And I've been locked in the car Listen, you are an orphan Oh, what you think again? I've been adopted, serial killin' What's a livin'? Make a livin' Gonna make money, honey She's hot, you see, it's funny You know I'm runnin', even if I got a runny nose It's cause of cocaine, feelin' like a louse Let me blow this up and choke it Choke, choke, choke, choke, choke me out I've been around for long ago No, no, no, no, no No, no, no, no, no Yeah Oh, yeah Whee Hath I been havoc?