Recorded at 2 and I haven't got out of bed yet Phone keeps buzzing but I'm leaving my messages unread Sick in the head, another day is another dread Feel half dead, my mind is cloudy, my lips are lead A lack of serotonin control, a scar that sits on the soul I'm having fits like opposites are dividing the whole Taking a toll, for me that's just another day And if you ask me how I'm doing, I will tell you that I'm okay And I'm losing my control and I keep thinking about you So when I wake up this morning I don't know what to do Boy, I hate you, but you might hate me I tell myself I'm not going crazy But I don't know what to do and I don't think I can do it So I hang up and say I don't know what to do Boy, I hate you, but you might hate me Another call, it's a crisis and it's all up to me And not a thanks for staying through all the instability With no apology, I can't unlock a mental block that has no key I'm great to wishes that are taken for free and for granted You can't grow if no seed can be planted Try to leave and deal with rants until my words are recanted For me, I just gotta take it day by day And if you ask me how I'm doing, I will tell you that I'm okay Feeling hazy And I'm losing my control and I keep thinking about you So when I wake up this morning I don't know what to do Boy, I hate you, but you might hate me I tell myself I'm not going crazy But I don't know what to do and I don't think I can do it So I hang up and say I don't know what to do Boy, I hate you, but you might hate me I wanna sing and make songs I wanna dance all day long I wanna be a big part of a big corporation I wanna sing and make songs I wanna dance all day long and all the night I wanna sing and make songs I wanna dance all day long I wanna be a big part of a big corporation I wanna sing and make songs I wanna dance all day long and all the night Dance all day long and all the night I wanna be famous Everyone tells me I'm too lucky Dance all day long and all the night Dance all day long and all the night I wanna be famous Everyone tells me I'm too lucky Dance all day long and all the night Dance all day long and all the night