Why don't I see what's right in front of me?Maybe I should trust myselfGive it up to someone elseJust for once, let it all goBetter off, maybe who knowsIt's taking every inch of meLost sense, no stabilityTry to bend, but I'm breakingAgain from the mistakesOr am I mistaken?You really not this timeYou really *** it up this timeWhat have I become?What have I become?What have I become?What have I become?What have I become?What have I become?Have I become what have I become what have I become what have I becomeIsolate all of my feelings And I wait till they lose all their meaningMy words just crumble anyway What's the point in trying to sayThat I hope you don't find me too boring And I don't wanna give you that warningYou wouldn't listen anyway They're the games you like to playWhat have I become What have I becomeWhat have I becomeWhat have I become What have I becomeWhat have I become What have I becomeI was lying in my bedroom And it was Christ who Taught me to see meAnd I'm lonely lying in my bedroom And it was Christ who Taught me to see meAnd I'm lonely, lying in my bedroomEvery wall is cursed, there is a ceilingAnd I'm lonely, lying in my bedroomEvery wall is cursed, there is a ceilingAnd I'm lonely, lying in my bedroomAnd I'm lonely, lying in my bedroom