I was under black clouds Even stayed down when they left me in the background Feeling like I'm trapped now Mama didn't know she was living in a trap house Throw stones from your glass house Pops got a lot, gotta hug him through the glass now They said I wouldn't last, how am I still here? It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something I would trade a hundred years If I could take back all my momma tears Took a loss and they all cheered On God, it's the moment that they all feared Look, I was only 14 Ex-addiction had me feeling like a hoafie 16, first time that I OD'd And I'm still here It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something Best friend snitched on me Nothing hurt more than when my own blood switched on me Bought my dawgs big rollies You can never really buy time in this ***, homie I don't wanna go crown I just wanna do it real big for my hometown I could go home now, but I'm still here It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something You can never plan fate Broke my heart off, she left me with a band-aid Head spinning like a fan blade And it's still too early for the champagne I don't wanna go crown I just wanna be up top when it goes down Being lost so profound, but I'm still here It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something It's gotta mean something