I'm starting to think that there ain't a way
To have run this pain, feels like I fell off the train
I think I'm going insane
I'm headed south down a northbound highway
Won't make it out of this life living my way
Got the devil on my shoulder, hell's only getting closer
Heaven's never felt so far away
I'm losing this game called life at the moment
There's no way out right now and it's showing
If I had to choose between a Bible or the Bible
Today, maybe I don't wanna be saved
All the lies that you would tell got me lying to myself
Every morning in the mirror saying I'm okay
Still got bourbon on my breath begging, praying for some help
Looking up at the sky but all I find is rain
To have run this pain, feels like I fell off the train
I think I'm going insane
I'm headed south down a northbound highway
Won't make it out of this life living my way
Got the devil on my shoulder, hell's only getting closer
Heaven's never felt so far away
I'm losing this game called life at the moment
There's no way out right now and it's showing
If I had to choose between a Bible or the Bible today
Maybe I don't wanna be saved
Maybe I don't wanna be saved
But maybe then again I do
Cause I can't take what I'm going through
What the hell is hell gonna be like?
Can't take it here on earth
Maybe I should hit my knees and take him on his word
Cause I'm headed south down a northbound highway
Won't make it out of this life living my way
Got the devil on my shoulder, hell's only getting closer
But heaven's never felt so far away
Heaven's never too far away
I'm losing this game called life at the moment
There's no way out right now and it's showing
If I had to choose between a Bible or the Bible today
I know I should open that book and turn to the page where he said
I don't wanna be saved
Maybe I don't wanna be saved
If I had to choose between a Bible or the Bible today