You never know when life will subside Damn, I want a cigarette, follow me outside I've grown to be obsessive, obsessing over life What's the future hold for me, I hope I never die Can you hear the music? Does it sound nice? Maybe it's incredible, maybe I'm just high, need some sleep My birthday party comin' up manana I'ma be a teen tomorrow, drunk and callin' Ana Miss her like I wanna, clappin' to Nirvana Singin' to Sublime and roll a blunt with marijuana Rhymin' like I give a ***, I'm keepin' it 100 200 seconds blowin' up, seems like I'm buggin' I'm always high, I cannot die I'm underage, I'm sippin' wine, I'm bustin' ass A workaholic, get the money, puttin' wallets Banded on a sack of weed, cigarettes and gasoline Homies at the house, we're drinkin' Chardonnay with tangerines Wanna be my lover, secrets I uncover Dream of me, I'd like to see him trippin' on my brother Sophisticated, aggravated, genius in disguise Wanna know how I am, just look into my eyes I stay faded all the time, like I'm scared of bein' sober Felt like I said before today, the fear I'm gettin' over The fear of bein' sober, cigarette will hold me over Till I get home, I'll light a blunt and drink till I get older Real nice car with two young kids Daddy's credit card with a two-page list You look so happy, what's to hide? Everybody has to live and life we cry Maybe I'm a young one, that's alright And I'm about to live and die tonight You can write a two-page list, call it Jake's The *** Watch me as I ride One more time Baby, you can watch me as I drive Show me all your love or step aside Cause I don't wanna sit and waste my time ***in' with you is my design Know that I'm an ***, know that I'm a freak And you know that when I'm out here, I just wanna speak And you know when it's the weekend, I just wanna drink And you know when I'm a rich man, I'll be on the beach And you better know I love you, what is there to say? *** goin' out the same day, I'ma go insane Where should I go tonight? I'm feelin' low, so I guess I'll get high And just soak in some wine, if I never come back Then just know that I'm good *** this place, swear that I'd leave if I could Go to a place where desire is gone And I get what I need and take care of my mom And if I see it all now, it's becoming so clear That nobody will always forever be here So I gotta live now and be good No point in thinking I would if I could Look at me, tell me, the *** did I do? Do I hate my job or do I just hate you? Throw me a random test, bitch, I'll take two Pass the mic out, you expect me to lose? Yeah, I get high, bitch, you'll never catch me Maybe I'll just quit and leave them all guessing Wanna be my lover, a secret side and cover A dream of me on ecstasy, I'm trippin' on my brother I'm trippin' on my brother