I've been calling tryna get ahold of you, you, yeah I'm feeling lost and I don't know what to do So can you get back to me? So can you get back to me? I'm calling God, leaving voicemails I know you're there, I need to talk before my voice fails Before your boy bails Cause they be taking all the fun away I'm listening to say goodbye to Hollywood and run away I guess be careful what you wish for, right? You say the truth and they come at you with pitchforks, right? I'm in Copenhagen overthinking every single moment Pacing round and round the room, it's 4am I'm at the phone just waiting For your call I need a pep talk, God It's getting harder to keep going, I need a rest stop, God I swear none of these massages get the stress off, God Sometimes I swear I wanna get the gun and let off, God Aiming right at my enemies, make the devil obey me They tryna kill me, can you blame me for the thoughts I have lately? I know it sounds crazy, that's why I call daily Please don't betray me God, can you save me? Pick up I've been calling tryna get ahold of you, you, yeah I'm feeling lost and I don't know what to do So can you get back to me? Family issues make success bittersweet Sometimes a cold shoulder's the only way to deliver heat That's the situation that I'm in with my dad Me and my mom did quick, no one lives with my dad Yeah sad but he brought it on himself Last time we talked, we didn't talk, we just yelled He knows he's got issues, he told me he's scared hell Till then I gotta put this relationship on the shelf Deal with what I'm dealt, well, boohoo right? I shouldn't care cause I got houses and some new coops right? But money's not an adhesive that can just take all the pieces of a broken family and put them back together Arenas ain't loud as inner turmoil Get to the roots, replace any burnt soil While the world boils over fake problems with me I just need 60 seconds Yo God, hit me Please record your message I've been calling trying to get a hold of you, you, yeah I'm feeling lost and I don't know what to do So can you get back to me? So can you get back to me? So can you get back to me? So can you get back to me?