I'd like to think it's time to spit the soap out of my mouth And turn the pistol back around All these lies you make me like you Take a dose without a name Hoping it'll hide your face Older now, smarter now But it ain't cool Pathetic bombs that bleed inside of me No one sees my arm I got an heavy crown Weigh me down But I can't afford a medic I've tried everything Vinegar, pour it in my body Where it hurts, like a pity party You couldn't tell I'd go through hell I'd go through hell again Just to get it out I let it digest Holding my breath I got nothing left to prove But what's static now can move I can't go back And you should know that Even when you reassured I never ever felt secure Older now, smarter now Why do I still feel pathetic Bombs that bleed inside of me No one sees my arm I got an heavy crown Weigh me down But I can't afford a medic I've tried everything Vinegar, pour it in my body Where it hurts, like a pity party You couldn't tell I'd go through hell I'd go through hell again Just to get it out Vinegar, pour it in my body Where it hurts, like a pity party You couldn't tell I'd go through hell I'd go through hell again Just to get it out Get it out Get it out Get it out Get it out