I like to think it's time to spit the soap out of my mouth
And turn the pistol back around
All these lies, you make me like you
Take a dose without a name
Hoping it'll hide your face
Older now, smarter now
But it ain't called pathetic
Bombs that bleed inside of me
No one sees my arm
I got a heavy crown
Weigh me down
But I can't afford a medic
I've tried everything
But then I got
Pour it in my body
Where it hurts
Like a pity party
You couldn't tell
I'd go through hell
I'd go through hell again
Just to get it out
I let it die just
Holding my breath
I got nothing left to prove
What was that account?
Can you tell me?
I can't go back
And you should know that
Even when you made it short
I never ever felt secure
Older now, smarter now
Why do I still feel pathetic?
Bombs that bleed inside of me
No one sees my arm
I got a heavy crown
Weigh me down
But I can't afford a medic
I've tried everything
But then I got
Pour it in my body
Where it hurts
Like a pity party
You couldn't tell
I'd go through hell
I'd go through hell again
Just to get it out
But then I got
Pour it in my body
Where it hurts
Like a pity party
You couldn't tell
I'd go through hell
I'd go through hell again
Just to get it out
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