How long can I survive with this mentality? How long can I survive with this mentality? Trials and tribulations I'm facing in this age of information I hate this *** cause niggas hit my phone when they want some *** Bitches hit my phone when they want some dick Damn it, won't be long before I disappear You call it running, I call it escaping Start a new life in a foreign location Similar to my niggas stuck in cases Can't take the possible time that I'm facing How long can I survive with this mentality? How long can I survive with this mentality? My dad died, he got shot cause his friend set him up And I didn't go to his funeral And sometimes when I'm in my room I get mad at my mama when she be mean to me When she say, when she say, clean up I say Nigga play me never, give up my chain never Give up my pride never, show him my pain never Dirt on my name never, dirt on my name never Dirt on my name never, dirt on my name never Nigga play me never, give up my chain never Give up my pride never, show him my pain never Dirt on my name never, dirt on my name never Dirt on my name never, dirt on my name never How long can I survive with this mentality? How long can I survive with this mentality? I get mad and I slam my door and I go in my room And then I get mad and I say I wish my dad was here