The full moon shines into the room and robs her of every beat. She only counts the hours until she is allowed to cuddle with him. She has to see him again, everything is spinning like in a circle. The thought of the future is a dance on thin ice. She knows he is forgiven, a separation without prospect. The ship is slowly sinking and the life raft is missing. Where is the river, her island, which only exists in dreams? She can't go back, because she is hopelessly in love. Forbidden love between everyday space and time. Endless emptiness between dream and reality. She only counts the hours before and after the loneliness and waits for the sun, which will set her free from the night. They have been separated for thirty years, what is old and what is young? The borders have disappeared, but the truth does not remain silent. Her children have grown up, she could be his daughter. But she has decided, only he counts for her. Forbidden love between everyday space and time. Endless emptiness between dream and reality. She only counts the hours before and after the loneliness and waits for the sun, which will set her free from the night. She knows the next few years will bring her the truth. But now she loves love more than being without it. Forbidden love between everyday space and time. Endless emptiness between dream and reality. She only counts the hours before and after the loneliness and waits for the sun, which will set her free from the night. She only counts the hours before and after the loneliness and waits for the sun, which will set her free from the night.