I never thought I'd be saying this Kiki, we gon' miss you to the end More than family, you was also a good friend Thinking bout you now, can't believe you ain't here I know you by my side, but in spirit you always near Kiki, we gon' miss you to the end More than family, you was also a good friend Thinking bout you now, can't believe you ain't here I know you by my side, but in spirit you always near It feel like a dream that you still gone I still can't believe that you went home I still can't believe that I'm making this song We're supposed to make it to the end of the road We gon' always miss you, it's okay to cry Cause know I'll never forget you, this ain't no permanent goodbye Anytime I call you, you was always there If I too drunk to try, you put me on your chair If I was stuck in the bind, I'd call you for help But now that you gone, I'm alone by myself I'll never forget the day that I got that call Auntie called and said that Kiki gone I said Kiki who? She said that son I said hell nah, I know this ain't true I know not my boy, I know not my boy Not the one been rocking with since off the porch We been rocking since seduce Damn, I can't believe that it's true But damn, bruh, you know I love your mama I love your family, respect to everybody But I'm gon' miss you Yeah, and I'm gon' miss you You know that I'ma miss you Until I got the call, I still can't believe that it's true Kiki, we gon' miss you till the end More than family, you was also a good friend Pecking by tonight, can't believe you ain't here I know you by my side, within spirit you always near Kiki, we gon' miss you till the end More than family, you was also a good friend Pecking by tonight, can't believe you ain't here I know you by my side, within spirit you always near I'ma miss you forever, it feel like I lost a brother You only had one brother, now I'm his brother I'm trying to fill a void that I can't fill I can't feel the pain that your mother felt All of us hurt, you not by yourself Petey hurt too, Mel hurt too Slim hurt too, this verse hurt too Even saying these words, hurt too Katney miss you, and so do the kids Your mother hurt too, it's gon' take time to heal I remember the days, all the good times But now that you gone, the sun don't shine I can't function, damn near lost my mind The skies are darker, the skies are darker There's here too much weight on my shoulders like Nicky Parker I can't believe you not here I can't believe you not here This pain hurt worse than doing a hundred miles an hour hitting a dip I know you know how that feel We was together when we did it before Like damn, I ask God everyday why my brother had to go Why not me? Why not me? I feel like, like playing games Nah, but I'm playing Monopoly I still feel the pain inside I wish I was with you on your last ride What was you thinking? What was you thinking? I guess I never know Now, nobody feel what I feel People think you not here I wish I could bring you back Kid, kid, we gone miss you to the end More than family, you was also a good friend Thinking about you now, can't believe you ain't here I know you by my side, but in spirit you always near