I have been most unkind, I have paid you no mind I have been reckless and obscene, with a devil in my eye And that ain't something I wanna be remembered by There was hardly a sign One day I just resigned And if you're looking for a name To give to all the pain I guess I wouldn't blame you if you gave it mine No, I wouldn't blame you if you gave it mine I have been most unkind, driving handcuffed and blind Could have steered out of the crash if we had only tried Now we're watching it burn and you're wondering why And that ain't something I wanna be remembered by Maybe I've been lying to myself that there was no choice It's the only way I know to make any sense of it But hey, the silver lining is you don't have to hear my voice When I cry your name at night, I wake the neighborhood I have been most unkind, too stubborn to unwind And maybe we could have stopped it in time But we should just put it behind ourselves And the end is finally nigh This love has died on the vine So much bitterness and shame I rained on our parade I would take it all back if I could make it right Cause it feels every day like my best friend has died And that ain't something I wanna be remembered by That ain't something I wanna be No, that ain't something I wanna be Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh,oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh