Five feet across the table Looking at me like I'm stable Swore I'd never say this now But the words are falling out of my mouth Make you swear that you need me Blank stare, God, I'm needy Now you gotta talk me down When it's not your fault, I'm freaking out Is it fun to pretend I'm fun? Is it fun being my someone? Cause I think too much And it's keeping me up Thinking about you with someone else It doesn't matter who, it won't help me The truth is, I think I'm unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy Self-diagnosed like healthy God, I keep doing it to myself See, the truth is, I think I'm unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy Sometimes I think it'd be better If you and I weren't together You could find somebody else And I could finally find myself Do you wonder what you're missing? When we keep making up and kissing Hanging on to what we felt Starts to feel a bit like hell Is it fun to pretend I'm fun? Is it fun being my someone? Cause I think too much And it's keeping me up Thinking about you with someone else It doesn't matter who, it won't help me The truth is, I think I'm unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy Self-diagnosed like healthy God, I keep doing it to myself See, the truth is, I think I'm unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy By you with someone else It doesn't matter who, it won't help me The truth is, I think I'm unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy Self-diagnosed like healthy God, I keep doing it to myself See, the truth is, I think I'm unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy By you with someone else It doesn't matter who, it won't help me The truth is, I think I'm unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy Self-diagnosed like healthy God, I keep doing it to myself See, the truth is, I think I'm unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy Unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy Unhealthy, unhealthy Unhealthy