The story of my life, searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding meSorrow in my soul, cause it seems that wrong, really lost my companyHe's more than a man, and this is more than love, the reason that the sky is blueThe clouds are rolling in, cause I'm gone again, and to him I just can't be trueAnd I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, and it kills him insideTo know that I am happy with some other guyI can see him dyingI don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason whyEvery time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more insideI don't wanna be the reason whyI don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his loveI don't wanna be another loveI feel it in the air, cause I'm doing my hair, preparing for another dayA kiss upon my cheek, I'm here reluctantly, as if I'm gonna beI say I won't be long, just hanging with the girlsA lie I didn't have to tellBecause we both know, where I'm about to goAnd we know it very wellCause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, and it kills him insideTo know that I am happy with some other guyI can see him dyingI don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason whyEvery time I walk out the door, I see him dying a little more insideI don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna beI might love, I love, his trustI might as well kill this painTake a c**k and put it to his headGet it over withAnd I don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyAnd every time I walk out the doorSeems I am a little more insideAnd I don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna beA murdererA murdererNo, no, noHey, hey, heyHey, hey, hey