Story of my life, searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding meSorrow in my soul, cause it seems I'm wrong, real love's my companyHe's more than a man, and this is more than love, the reason that the sky is blueThe clouds are rolling in, because I'm gone again, to him I just can't be trueAnd I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, and it kills him insideTo know that I'm happy with some other guyI can see him dyingBut I don't want to dieI don't want to do this anymoreI don't want to be the reason whyEvery time I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideI don't want to hurt him anymoreI don't want to take away his lifeI don't want to be a murdererI feel it in the air As I'm doing my hairPreparing for another dayI kiss upon my cheek It's here elect лишAs if I'm gonna be lateI say I won't be long Just hanging with the girlsA lie I never have to tellもBecause we both know Where am I about to go?And we know it very wellCause I know he knows I'm unfaithfulAnd it kills him insideTo know that I'm happy with some other guyI can see him dyingBut I don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyEvery time I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideI don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna beA matter of our love, his trustI might as well take a gun and put it to his headGet it over withBut I don't wanna do thisI don't wanna do this anymoreNo, anymoreAnd I don't wanna do this anymoreI don't wanna be the reason whyAnd every time I walk out the doorI see him die a little more insideAnd I don't wanna hurt him anymoreI don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna beA matter ofNoA matter ofNo, no, noYeah