Tryna make it out the mud, tell me do you understand? If I ever fall victim, no I'm still gon' be that man If I wouldn't told you the truth, I feel like you wouldn't understand I need honesty and loyalty, but you won't understand Tryna make it out the mud, tell me do you understand? If I ever fall victim, no I'm still gon' be that man If I wouldn't told you the truth, I feel like you wouldn't understand I need honesty and loyalty, but you won't understand Needed you the most, you wasn't there, you turned your back on me Honest to my ways, but them demons be attacking me The day I caught you with that dude, the day you broke your loyalty Fellas kept on telling me, it look like I was blind to see Tryna make it out the mud, yeah I know the plans Say you wanna know me more, I feel like you wouldn't understand Act stupid, aces in my deck, so I kept it playing on I ain't on no house arrest, I walk around with that band, uh Sit back, think about my grandma, she was loving me Heard to hear my own mama say she was ashamed of me I'ma keep on rolling back to back, till ain't no pain to me I'ma jot it down up in these songs, now that's pain relief Tryna make it out the mud, tell me do you understand? If I ever fall victim, no I'm still gon' be that man If I wouldn't told you the truth, I feel like you wouldn't understand I need honesty and loyalty, but you won't understand Tryna make it out the mud, tell me do you understand? If I ever fall victim, no I'm still gon' be that man If I wouldn't told you the truth, I feel like you wouldn't understand I need honesty and loyalty, but you won't understand This *** I'm saying is very deep, you don't understand How you claiming that you love me, but you cheat with other men? I did everything to make you happy, tried all I can See me found within myself, you couldn't seem to understand Or did you really care, you took the pieces that was left Told me not to jump up in that water, so I watched my step *** me up, see my grandmama, take her last breath Now I'm in the trenches, clutching on this 30 like I'm stuffed Might blow your ass away, I'm paranoid, don't know what's next Stay up on my grind, bag only thing that got me blessed Gas got me feeling numb, no, I ain't never stressed Remember all them days I ain't wanna live, I was so depressed Tryna make it out the mud, tell me do you understand? If I ever fall victim, naw, I'm still gonna be thad man If I wouldn't have told you the truth, I feel like you wouldn't understand I need honesty and loyalty, but you won't understand Tryna make it out the mud, tell me do you understand? If I ever fall victim, naw, I'm still gonna be thad man If I wouldn't have told you the truth, I feel like you wouldn't understand I need honesty and loyalty, but you won't understand Thanks for watching!