I know you can't run for two hours, but I hope this song really takes it out of you.
I've got so many muscles holding back, done a million ways to pull through.
I've been in this chamber for so long, I don't wanna be precise about how long long it is.
But I'm doing this thing where I let go of ***, so if you must know I would say about seven years.
I'm two steps away of being 25 and so much I hide.
A quarter of a life spent, and all that ever really ends.
I'm two steps away of seeing if that spark can be ignited.
No, let's fall so far into the hole where trauma grows.
Well, you know, things don't always work out the way they used to be.
I've heard it in school, I'm not getting over it.
I hate myself, and the foul smell of something.
But still, just by day, I've got chills like rage.
I'm two steps away of being 26 with a medal in front of it.
Except now I kinda pay rent while everything remains unshamed.
I'm two steps away of seeing if that spark can be ignited.
Two steps away of seeing.
Two steps away.
I'm two steps away of being 25 and so much I hide.
I'm two steps away of seeing if that spark can be ignited.
I'm two steps away of being 26 with a medal in front of it.
I'm two steps away of seeing if that spark can be ignited.
Don't be twice in front to behold where trauma goes.
Where trauma goes.