I'm a soldier with a bright mind,
see it running through my head but I swear that I'm doing
fine,
I'm 5 seconds out of time but a minute ahead of mine,
I'm just lost but I know the
homie,
they told me pain make you stronger but living it make them mad,
everyday is something
new but I promise I got it man,
dedicated to the struggle supporting it like a fan,
I'm a soldier with a bright mind,
see it running through my head but I swear that I'm doing fine,
I'm 5 seconds out of time but a minute ahead of mine,
I'm just lost but I know the homie,
they told me pain make them mad,
everyday is something new
I'm trying to keep it undercover,
I get my last breath when it comes to my baby brother,
yeah that * got me ready to kill me,
a motherfucker lyricist,
better pray they never touch the wrong side
God told me keep it cool,
Lord knows a nigga drive this,
thank you to him,
tell him put his badge to the side,
run up,
run up,
off the rip and try to leave his jaw wide
Pop these names that I'm facing,
got me feeling like I'm back on my own,
I put my pen in my pad,
posted up in the zone,
if you thought that I had,
I expressed in a song,
and put my pressure on the gas and do my best to hold on
Power X lock back up,
brain won't snap,
plus the names on my t-shirt getting stacked up,
nigga I'm a G but my brain stay racked up,
plus everybody that I love wanna act up,
that nigga Satan need to stay in his place,
he the reason my cousin Deanna got shot in the face,
he the reason my nigga Nick ended up in the prison,
he the reason that my cousin Donnie got a murder case,
just sit here thinking why my life so bad,
and this kite from my cousin E got a nigga sad,
for his son not to forget about his daddy,
his baby mama set him up and got him 15,
act real talk and I know my brother think he sitting stressed,
first his gal got killed,
then his baby mama nixed,
he been gone since 9,
2 for something he didn't do,
14 flat,
hard time,
not a day less,
and that's the code so the streets won't forget about him,
I'm proud,
proud for the * that I done did without him,
and even though in stupid ways ain't gonna get up out him,
I love my nigga and it ain't no way I live without him,
and that's just some of the
* that be on a nigga mind,
a brother brother king on the interstate line,
6 things,
now
he looking at some jail time,
Nicky working with them people,
trying to get him fed time,
I beg this stuff,
clicking down memory lane,
thinking about Hawk and the way we used to
kick it,
man,
he was ABN,
little diddy,
know it man,
I'ma hold it down,
till I make it
up to heaven man,
ABN still ride for me,
brothers till the death,
so I know they still drive
for me,
if a nigga hurt then I know they still cry for me,
hop up on the stand,
take the oath
that still lies for me,
death and the world will probably be my only friends,
pain whooping
my ass down,
will it ever end,
I call the call about 10,
I can't go through this again,
pirates mama just died to be an angel in the wind,
and it just happened while I'm in this
zone,
writing this song,
collect call on the way,
I gotta tell him be strong,
even if he
get time he ain't gonna never be alone,
I helped him come up as a kid and I'ma help
him while he grow,
he my bro and my nigga's shine hurt,
I can see it in his face and even
though he lost his brother I'll be here to take his place,
I'm running like a race so
it's hard for me to breathe,
I never never lie to hope so I guess it's hard to leave,
only through this rap * to show a nigga how I feel,
voice of the streets other rappers
ain't real,
only through this rap * to show a nigga how I feel,
voice of the streets
other rappers ain't real,
only through this rap * to show a nigga how I feel,
voice
of the streets other rappers ain't real,
I just watch em sit still till they end up
with a deal,
they stab you in the back full speed like a drill,
I been everyone that I
done been 100 with,
it's only a few of them niggas I'm still running with,
I'm a fuckin
nigga who love to be on that stunt *,
I don't wanna talk I just look at em like they
done with *, damn,
it's like I'm out of breath,
ran through the night I could bring
my niggas back out of there,
I ain't really trippin but damn it's like it ain't nothing
to lose,
it's like I be disappointed