Mother, I do not want to eat my supperFor all the shades of green are colour, colourCan you please help me, help me mother?Mother, please give me skin that grows from tufferI used to know the way to suffer, motherNow I can't tell winter from summerThe body is wise, but mind is brokenOn steady sides of my emotionAs you trust yourself, but how do you know when?How do you know when?How do you know when?What if I fall into the abyss?What if I swing only just to miss?What if the rose looks pretty, but the thorns cut me?What if I make a terrible mistake?The tunnel light could just dissipateWhat if the weight's so heavy I let it crush me?What if I trust me?What if I trust me?What if I, what if I trust?I only want to make it betterWhat if the nothing lasts forever, ever?And I give way into the pressureTerrorBut I could make another errorBut if I trust that I'll recover, motherThen I wish gives me all this powerWhat if I fall into the abyss?What if I swing only just to miss?What if the rose looks pretty, but the thorns cut me?What if I make a terrible mistake?The tunnel light could just dissipateWhat if the weight's so heavy I let it crush me?What if I trust me?What if I trust me?What if I, what if I trust?I'm okay, I'm okayIt's okay, it's okayIf I don't quite believe it yetI'm okay, I'm okayIt's not like regrowing all the skin I shedLearning to trust myself againLearning to trust myselfSo if I fall into the abyssI guess that's just where I'm gonna liveI'll stitch the wounds anytime the thorns cut meAnd I could make a terrible mistakeWhat if I make a terrible mistake?The tunnel light could just dissipateA room to see better in the dark, honeyWhat if I trust me?What if I trust me?What if I trust me?