I don't know, but I'll pretend I do I don't know, but I'll pretend I do I pretend to be surprised on purpose I pretend to be sad on purpose I pretend to be able to see, but I can't I pretend to be able to see, but I can't I'm sure you've seen through everything You've met someone else, haven't you? It's okay. Because I've known that before I've been hurt at first, and I've been lied to But I've got used to it Even if I'm pushed away by a greeting I can't leave you just like that I'll take you far away I want to see you, but I pretend I can't I can't see you, but I pretend I want to I'm smart, but I pretend I'm stupid I'm stupid, but I pretend I'm smart The more I think about how not to be hated The more you leave my body Then make me from scratch again I wanted to win her over and prove it I forced myself to beg and kiss her But I felt like I could feel better The more I think about how not to be hated The more you leave my body Then make me from scratch again It's as good as the truth I can't live without you You can't live without me It's me, but it's not me It's not me, but it's like me It's you, but it's not you I've become someone else I'm tired of being bullied I'm tired of being pushed around I can't leave you just like that I'll take you far away I'll take you far away I'm listening, but I pretend I'm not I'm not listening, but I pretend I am I know, but I pretend I don't I know, but I pretend I do