Growing up I never had a lot of moneyI never had a phoneAlways was a little hungryUsed to find it hard to sleepWhen I could hear my mother sobbingI was ten back thenI didn't have a roomHad to buy used shoesI hid behind tunesTo avoid abuseAnd every time I fellI would blame it on myselfEven if it was an a*identMaybe it's not what I wantOh, I've seen better daysAnd the moment * sucksBut I'll be damned if I don't stopAnd, honestly, why notWhen nobody gives a *But sometimes I just can't help myselfI wanna give up tryingAnd start doing something elseSometimes I just get overwhelmedI know it's in my mindBut I think I need some help'Cause sometimes I just can't help myselfI was an outcastThrown out to dry and get laughed atToo shy to talk about homeI always thought life was supposed to be coldAnd, oh, I've been soLost without hopeI got a window in my head, it's a casketYou know I be wishing I was dead, but I mask itMaybe it's not what I wantOh, I've seen better daysAnd the moment * sucksBut I'll be damned if I don't stopAnd, honestly, why notWhen nobody gives a *But sometimes I just can't help myselfI wanna give up tryingAnd start doing something elseSometimes I just get overwhelmedI know it's in my mindBut I think I need some helpBecause it's all I knowMy hands around my throatPray that I won't let goThis time aroundBut every single timeI try to shut my eyesI see the reason whyI'm not aloneSometimes I just can't, but sometimes I just can't help myselfI wanna give up tryingAnd start doing something elseSometimes I just get overwhelmedI know it's in my mindBut I think I need some helpSometimes I just can't help myself