I can take another hit, another hit
With a dose of your music, I'm very sick
But you know I don't love the shame
In my brain when I put you inside my veins
Yeah I can't take it anymore, anymore
Will I ever even make it out the door?
Cause you're the spoken, you're fighting
That I keep inviting, cooling into my grave
Now I'm self-medicating Because I love the pain
Self-medicating I keep feeling like I'm not enough
Not enough,
not enough That I don't run away from you
Lock me down and twist me up Until I'm all * up
But I don't run from you I get so asphyxiated
That my heart breaks straight into A mountain in blue
Knowing what you do I just love to toxic in you
Breaking habits Never been my claim to fame
My straight jacket Holds me tight, says I'm okay
I locked myself in prison Then I threw away the key The
fighting that I keep inviting Could lead me to my grave
I keep feeling like I'm not enough Not enough,
not enough That I don't run away from you
Lock me down and twist me up Until I'm
all * up But I don't run from you
I get so asphyxiated That my heart breaks straight into A
mountain in blue Knowing what you do I just love to toxic in you
I can take another hit I'm not a hit, overdose
So you make me sick,
make me sick But you know I don't love the shame
In my brain when I put you inside my veins