I hold grudges more than conversations She know not to hit my phone right now, it's complicated I'll just hit you when I can Juggle in between, we gon' have to cancel on those plans I live a lifestyle she can't understand No, no, take all the time You need to get your head right We keep crashing I guess I was blinded by these headlights And you are not somebody I need You're someone I want, one of many I used to feel pleased I just add you to the collection of the females I tease T-O-X-I-C, that's me Let's break it down a little bit Just so they understand I broke you down a little bit That self-esteem was out of hand When you used to call me perfect I would smile, cause I'm far from that And I never said I loved you Cause I don't talk like that I pull up in that life Then I'm swerving out I might break your heart in different pieces Just to start them out Y'all know I'm evil Plus I still got demons, she ain't learn about Trust me, you don't wanna glimpse the outside I hold grudges more than conversations She know not to hit my phone right now, it's complicated I'll just hit you when I can Juggle in between, we gon' have to cancel on those plans I live a lifestyle she can't understand No, no, take all the time You need to get your head right We keep crashing I guess I was blinded by these headlights So what if I get drunk? And so what if I get high? Cause I ain't tryna feel how I'm feeling no more Intoxicated, I don't even know what real is no more So what if I get drunk? And so what if I get high? Cause I don't wanna feel what I'm feeling no more But when I'm off this mod, I don't feel em no more I don't know what you expected But I can't showcase all these flaws When your feelings ain't gon' pick up when you call If I ever did you wrong, I'm not gon' tell you what it is for Just know I got way more than I can store I hold grudges more than conversations She know not to hit my phone right now, it's complicated I'll just hit you when I can Juggle in between, we gon' have to cancel on those plans I live a lifestyle she can't understand No, no, take all the time, you need to get your head right We keep crashing, I guess I was blinded by these headlights