Yeah, cause even a spotlight or a movie
Couldn't show the side that I've been hiding lately
And lately
They say the old me's not the new me
But the same me's still inside that I'm containing
Unchain me
And I don't cry like I used to
Cause I know these tears don't wash my sins away
And I don't pray like I used to
Cause I don't think I deserve the time of day
Listen, I'm sorry, since you saw me
I've sought through bones, took my heart out my body
Have you forgotten me?
Cause I'm longing for the times when time was non-existent
Kaleidoscope by science
You said I do, but I did not listen
And I don't cry like I used to
Cause I know these tears don't wash my sins away
And I don't pray like I used to
Cause I don't think I deserve the time of day





The cross I bear, I wear for my protection
Submitted and I'm searching for a connection
I barely recognize my own reflection
Cause all I ever wanted was acceptance
I fear rejection
And I don't cry like I used to
Cause I know these tears don't wash my sins away
And I don't pray like I used to
Cause I don't think I deserve the time of day
Oh, oh, oh