And I face the force, time by time, step by step, till I reach the wall No use in forging on and try the hardest way, I'll still end up on your lawn Cause I'm still waiting on my invitation, I shouldn't have ever got in the trap The horror of running in your condensation, I shouldn't have ever been part of it all And I take the pulse until I walk it, tears and hopes of hearing you drown I let them drag it on without a thought, I surrender my credit card Cause I'm still coming to miss connections, I shouldn't have ever followed you out I'm out here swimming in their ocean, I shouldn't have ever been caught in it all And I still give it after all your aggression, I shouldn't have ever died your love And I still give it after all your expressions, I shouldn't have ever been part of it all And I still give it after all your expressions, I shouldn't have ever been caught in it all