I wanna go out the door To the beach or to the shore Don't wanna stay here anymore Sleep will just make me worse Now I count to four I wanna take her back home Don't wanna see my mom Face the pain, it's just all my fault I will stay here for the long Too long for me to count In a place where I don't belong God, I wish I was gone But there's nowhere for me to go My life is an awfully joke Is this how to always give up? There's no way If this is a dream, then wake me up Yeah, I know, I know that I'm out of luck If this is a dream, then I will light it up Yeah, I know, I know that things will all go well Now on my bed, I'm sitting Thinking if any part of me's missing I thought it was a new beginning Living in a new place where everything's changing People are pacing, time is racing Warm, fearing, and resisting In fact, I've been missing everything I had I'm not kidding They ask me how I've been I don't know how I look Every day staring at a screen Craving for a rainbow I see my shadow Glowing in yellow But the shadow's not me It's someone in my dream If this is a dream, then wake me up Yeah, I know, I know that I'm out of luck If this is a dream, then I will light it up Yeah, I know, I know that things will all go well I wish I could be someone else Yeah, I don't know where it is Where I would fit in this society Embrace my entity Yeah, I wish If this is a dream, then wake me up Yeah, I know, I know that I'm out of luck If this is a dream, then I will light it up Yeah, I know, I know that things will all go well Thanks for watching!