Chaos is what I'm after It's not so hard to find Ignore the nervous chatter In the back of the mind My blood is on my handshake There's nowhere left to hide I'm calling down the lightning On this helpless countryside I'm a ruthless disaster Destroying all to find Yes, I've become a *** But I can't seem to find I'm storming down a mountain On my thunder cloud I ride I'm calling down the lightning On this helpless countryside I'm terrified of what I have become All I can do is watch as the thunder rolls I could have sworn at one point I had some But now it seems I've relinquished all control Reliving all the horrors my hands lock Giving up all hope I might have told The price for the power that I sought Now I am not alone The voltage flowing through my veins Threatens to break the mind I'm overcome but not enraged I have been defined I'm thinking back to when I first Savored the stars that blind The freedom that betrayal gave Makes me feel justified
