It's so hard when you near me like a dude
It's so hard
It's so hard when you near me like a dude
Run up on the snotty bread and leave a bloody mess
Don't deserve the wealth but they the ones that getting blessed
I've been praying to the Lord to not bring me back to that level
Cause I'm bound to go bad and dance with the devil
Looking at my life I feel like I deserve a lot
But a lot of people trying to take what I got
Got robbed and bought a five shot
Murder weapon I ain't never get caught
Boy I look hip
I'm the one that you don't wanna cross
I done bounced back when I took a loss
You don't want that drama
Only line of cops, prosecutors and your honor
Death before dishonor, I've been on it since a youngin'
Sixteen years old on the block, heavy thuggin'
It's the life that I know I can't run from it
It's the life that I know I can't run from it
It's so hard when you near me like a dude
It's so hard when you near me like a dude
Gotta keep your eyes open
You never know when they plottin'
Get caught up in the wrong spot
And they poppin' shots into knockin'
Often it goes unsolved
It's comin' out to us all
Cause talkin' bout what you saw
We're all in the same place
We only get you involved
That's just how it goes
So most of us know better
The world we live in is cold
No, not the temp or the weather
I've only grown numb like I'm sufferin' frostbite
Some things that I done seen
Make me wish that I lost sight
And every night I hear sirens
Cryin' from all of the violence
Sometimes I wish I could get just a minute, a moment
And nothin' but silence
Cause my eyelids are heavy
But I'm ready for whatever
Cause you could lose your life over a number color letter
And I remember times of almost losin' my
Going in and out of my mind
Going in and out of the juvie
Always doin' time
Cops were suin' cause they knew that I was movin' pie
Saw a Switzer cryin' the music
Now I'm doin' fine
I'm a drug in my bag
We been runnin' from the fashion like man
You know we livin' that thug life
Yeah
We livin' that thug life
Yeah
I try to make that money fast
Move on up and leave it in the past
But now we livin' that thug life
Yeah
We livin' that thug life
That thug life
Woah, oh, oh-oh
It is so hard when you near me like a dude
Woah, oh, oh-oh
It is so hard when you near me like a dude
It is so hard
It is so hard when you near me like a dude
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm out