Hard to believe I won't see you again
We were just fighting when winter began The
coldness of our words competing with the
wind from the north
Still they make me shiver but in a very different way
The pages of the calendar kept turning away
I have some better words now but it's too
late to say them to you
My dream of all dreams and my hope of all
hopes is only to tell you and make sure you know
How much I love you and how much I always did
And yes I know you loved me I could see it in your eyes
And it was in your struggle and it was in your mind
And it was in the smile you gave me when I was a kid
Feels like no one understands And now my only chance
to talk to you is
through my prayers
I only wanted
to tell you I cared
Every night after and every day since I
found myself crying when the memory hits
Sometimes it knocks me down sometimes I can just put it away
Down in my mind where I don't care to go
The pain of a lesson is letting me know
If you have love in your heart let it show while you can
Yes now I understand But now my only chance
to talk to you is through
my prayers
I only wanted
to tell you I cared
I only wanted to tell you I cared