You told me to write a love song, so here you go I hope you know Sometimes I think about the nights where you held me And all the drugs in our systems Couldn't even save us then Some nights I think about standing in the streetlights So I could take it to the start again And ask you what's your name again Cause the way you taste is oh so bitter The things you say do with things I wonder about And the life you bring in the coldest winter No matter where you are, you're always with somebody else With somebody else I don't want a love song, I want a sad song I don't wanna love you if it feels wrong I don't wanna know you, I wish I didn't know you And I don't wanna make another *** song where it's not about you Just to get in your head that I don't really care, but I do Oh I do Cause when the leaves all die, I think that I do too It's not what matters to me, it's about what matters to you Cause if you never really wanna ever stay, let me know But if I never came back, would you think that I'd let go? Sometimes I think about how I lost myself Cause how this world is oh so nice, but full of evil And some nights I don't even know what I'm crying for Maybe it's you, or maybe a reason Cause the way I feel is so unhealthy, my head still hurts when I think about it all And the way you touch makes me think filthy And I don't wanna leave, but I don't wanna be somebody else Somebody else to you I don't want a love song, I want a sad song I don't wanna love you if it feels wrong I don't wanna know you, I wish I didn't know you And I don't wanna make another *** song where it's not about you Just to get it in your head that I don't really care, but I do Oh I do Cause when the leaves all die, I think that I do too It's not what matters to me, it's about what matters to you Cause if you never really wanna ever stay, let me know But if I never came back, would you think that I'd let go? Cause when you come back, I think you really don't *