It's 3 a.m.
I'm wide awake
Scrolling through the mess I made
Voices in my head won't fade
Telling me I lost my way
Try to fill the empty space
With strangers I can't even face But nothing ever feels the same
Without the sound of your name Every night I sink into the silence
Drowning in the noise of my regrets I
keep reaching out for something timeless
All I'm holding is the emptiness
These feelings,
they don't let me go I'm bleeding,
but you'll never know
I'm sinking deeper than before
Drowning in feelings
I can't control
I light a cigarette to pass the time
Pretend the smoke could clear my mind
But memories are hard to hide They linger like a ghost inside
I try to run but stay the same Different faces,
but it's all the pain I'm caught between the hope
and shame Can't find someone to take your place
Every night I sink into the silence
Drowning in the noise of my regrets I keep reaching out for something
timeless All I'm holding is the emptiness These feelings,
they don't let me go
Drowning in feelings I can't control