I know I should be more gratefulGrateful for everything I haveAnd I know I should be less doubtfulBut unfortunately I am just humanI'm in a big hole, surrounded by fearI'm in a deep dark hole, deep enough for me to disappearBut where should I go, if earth's the only place I knowAll I know is I don't want this anymoreLiving a life without knowing what it is that I'm searching forThere were days where I would love to be somebody elseDays where I am fighting myselfThere were days where I wish I could be a child againAnd sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't lastDays where I wish I won't be deadStep back, stay away from meCan't you respect that I only need my peaceThese days I'm too weak to seeThese days are all about meI don't want to talk things outCause there are certain things we don't need to talk aboutThe silence in betweenWill let you know what I meanEach time I try to escapeI pray to God not to let me fadeAnd to take my doubts awayThere were days where I would love to be somebody elseDays where I am fighting myselfThere were days where I wish I could be a child againAnd sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't lastDays where I wish I won't be dead*