Sometimes they ask me if I'm really happy now
I say, "Sure, I never loved her anyhow"
But inside I long for you and the way it used to be
I look around and there's a heartache followin' me I always say that I'm really glad you're gone
I even act like I never cared at all
But your memory lingers on and I'm never really free
I look around and there's a heartache followin' me I pawned my ring and everything that tied me to the past
I say, "I never loved her, never meant for it to last"
But I know it's just a game and the loser's always me
I look around and there's a heartache followin' me