Looks like it's kicking in
The walls alive, I watch it breathe
A caroling fireflies
As they dance across the popcorn ceiling
It's mid-July, but the air's gone still
Approach is freezing
Snap back to life as the warmth
Chills down my wrists, wrist easing
I can barely move, I'm soaked into the floor
Everything bottled up is spilling out and more
Take me
Breath and feel it slowing down
Stay calm
They can save you if you make a sound
Grace couldn't save a wretch like me
Couldn't spare me from life
I woke up on the hospital sheet
Through all the prescriptions
The drunken addictions
The sunken afflictions
The * conniptions
All that I've learned is that life doesn't come for free
So what the * should I be?
Checked in at the water


Turned my stitches into scars
If they want me to live so bad
Well they're doing an awful job
Oh no
Fifty thousand in debt
Guess you'll have to work for us