I saw you clean the kitchen when I got home Could be your way of admitting you were wrong These last four months have kind of led the hard way It's not my to run for clues or for a heart that proves your love, no First time, I'm second-guessing What we are, what I consider to blessing Thought my strength was expressing what I feel, but it's missing you, oh, you, oh Oh, I knew I'd have to rip up my heart for you to go and finally let down your guard Heaven knows I'm losing pace as you only open up, my verge of breaking up You pull back, I put myself on the line, push too far like I do every time But you leave me no choice cause you only open up, my verge of breaking up We talked about the past, you think I shaped you And I guess I understand the way you feel Try to meet you in the same way that our heads do But I can barely bridge the gap if you're forever holding back No, I'm not the first time, I'm overcompensating Not the last time, you leave me speculating And I wonder where it ends And I wonder where it leaves us There's enough is enough Oh, I knew I'd have to rip up my heart for you to go and finally let down your guard Heaven knows I'm losing pace as you only open up, my verge of breaking up You pull back, I put myself on the line, push too far like I do every time But you leave me no choice cause you only open up, my verge of breaking up I try to leave it, I try to put it on hold Try to believe that it doesn't matter at all I try to fake that, that I don't care But you only open up, my verge of breaking up Oh, I try to get it, try to understand it I try to comprehend it, but I just don't get it at all I just don't get it, try to understand But I don't and I won't and I won't, no, no Oh, I knew I'd have to rip up my heart for you to go and finally let down your guard Heaven knows I'm losing pace as you only open up, my verge of breaking up You pull back, I put myself on the line, push too far like I do every time But you leave me no choice cause you only open up, my verge of breaking up