I wish that you didn't look good, I don't feel ashamed to say it though I probably should
I know how that sounds, but fortitude's a luxury, and luck's not got much time for me
So I'll keep it quiet, and dream a stein of forest fire again
I wish that I didn't like this, I don't think I took advantage
But I probably did
I know how that sounds, but in my defence I'm not that genuine
I don't profess to be a gentleman, it's not rocket science
And when you see what I've done, you'll have my head
There's still a caliphate in my wallet
I've been holding on to it in case
I find myself having trouble sleeping
I'll take comfort in knowing what to look for in a fake
I wish that you didn't run off
I wish that you didn't run off
You don't think about me



It's a big deal, but it definitely was
And now I know just what you're like
But in your defence, I guess you knew the deal
Your recklessness was part of the appeal
So just keep your silence
And I'll keep using you as my excuse
I'm scared of the sight of myself sometimes
Knowing just what I do in hindsight
There must be a way to make a run for it
A clear way that I can see the benefit
Of putting a stalk to the synthesised mind
There's still a counterfeit in my wallet
I've been holding on to it
In good faith

In good case
I find myself having trouble sleeping
I'll take comfort in knowing what
To look for in a fake
There's still a narrative in your ribcage
It's never looked as good as new
So when you catch yourself
In the mirror
You're reminded that you
Use me just as much as I used you
Got some demands
Demands?
Zoom lessons
Okay, who's asking for Zoom lessons?
Chloe, Zoom guitar lessons?
I'd pay for that
Seriously, chords are hard
I'm in awe of all of you
I used to be a teacher
Declan
Guitar teacher
I mean, his recording slash producing live streams
Were really good
I'd definitely take lessons
Thank you
Okay
Oh, and then some people said shop
Because you messed up
Can I just say, I've been with him for five years and four months
I'll do a shop
And been living with him for four years and four months-ish
Yeah
And he still hasn't taught me how to play the guitar

I don't even have a guitar anymore
We gave it to your sister
Because she wanted to learn
I taught your sister though
Well, I've been teaching your sister
Yeah, but I'm here every day
You don't teach me
Are you going to
Carcass also did an album called Heartwork
Yeah, so I write
So what should I expect a song called Carcass?
I didn't know about the Carcass album
So I used to be
I used to go by the name of
The moniker of Dropout Dan
And then at the end of 2013
I stopped doing that
And I had the idea of Heartwork in my head
For a couple of months after
After an incident
A thing that happened
Which I won't go into today
2014 came around
And I announced the Heartwork thing
So I started writing some songs
And during an interview with
A guy called Tim Willett on Cambridge 105
He said to me, he was like
Oh, so is it after the Carcass album, Heartwork?
And I was just like
Absolutely no idea what you're on about