I've hardly been outside my room in days
Cos I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays
The darkness held until the whiskey wore away
And it was then I realised the conscience never fades
When you're young you have this image of your life
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross
And if you happen to, you'll wake completely lost
But I will fight for you
Be sure that I will fight until we're the special two once again
And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together
Our hands will not be tied to holding others
Cos we're the special two
And we can only see each other, we'll breathe together
These arms will not be tied to needing others
Cos we're the special two
I remember someone old once said to me
That lies will lock you up, with truth the only key
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell
And couldn't see this place could soon become my hell
So is it better to tell than hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now
But if by chance you change your mind, you know I will not let you down
Cos we were the special two and we'll be again
And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together
Our hands will not be tied to holding others
Cos we're the special two
And we can only see each other, we'll breathe together
These arms will not be tied to needing others
And we're the special two
I step outside my mind's eyes for a minute
I look over me like a doctor looking for disease
Or something that could ease the pain
But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself
Just remembering, just remembering how we were
And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together
These hands will not be tied to holding others
Cos we're the special two
And we can only see each other, we'll bleed together
These arms will not be tied to needing others
Cos we're the special two
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