I'm holding on to something I don't want to hold on to I'm reaching out for something I can't touch Although I know I want to Taking in the scenery You're the ghost in my machinery When I was good as gold I was good as gold Closing off the avenues To places that I never knew And now I'll never know And I will never go I listen And I hear you speak Am I missing something? I want to jump into the river And feel it on my skin But the river is rough And I'm already lost And I know where I've been Oh, I know where I've been I feel I'm caught In a beautiful dream But I am cold And my heart has told me it's a dark sea Running through the middle of A life that's full of real love And everything is mine Everything is mine I listen And I hear you speak Am I missing something? I want to jump into the river And feel it on my skin But the river is rough And I'm already lost And I know where I've been Oh, I know where I've been I listen And I hear you speak Am I missing something? I want to jump into the river And feel it on my skin But the river is rough And I'm already lost And I know where I've been Oh, I know where I've been Yes, I know where I've been