This is the moment you've been waiting for This is the moment you've been waiting for This is the moment you've been waiting for This is the moment you've been waiting for Life is not survival, stays all the same Everybody's down, yeah, who is to blame? This *** is deep, so *** deep Hey, motherfucker, give up, I'll admit He tried to put me down many years ago But I didn't listen and everything went slow Here we are again, this *** ain't fun I'm like the others, staring at the sun Oh no, I'm not okay, I got a problem with my head I think it's my friend, he's going really bad I'm sick of this life, I'm sick of this world I'm sick of everything, so don't say a word Why am I so stupid and why am I lost? Why can't you see there's no one to trust? I told you before, this *** ain't fun Yo, can't you see that I'm the only one? Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Standing on the crossroad, don't know what it will be Don't know what it is, what is happening to me I tried to get away, passed somebody, crossed my neck Sitting here and dazing with this marking on my back Murder Was it all a plan or was it just a place? I'm the only one, the one you can't trace Am I but a man or am I to blame? You can bet your ass I'm *** insane Now everything is going really down And if you never try, I can't jump alone I wanna be like you, I wanna be smart Am I a motherfucker? I always lose my mind Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh If I do this every day, I think I'm gonna lose my way Tell me now, tell us why Cause I don't wanna stay, I don't wanna act like this Will somebody hurt me please? I can't see the reason why Even if I try, if I do this every day Think I'm gonna lose my way I can't see the reason why Even if I *** try *