I'm hiding underneath the porch You give me wrinkles on my forehead You're breaking off a piece of me I'm scared of our relationship But not particularly you We sadly stick together like Honey, girl, a clue I'm keeping track of my fingernails To measure the time that's passed We've spun around on this merry-go-round The carousel's final act The weeds spring up and the garden dies We've been watering all the wrong things We've decomposed our self-control Our words have lost their weight I hated talking till you're dead You didn't stop picking at your scab I screamed at you and you screamed back We're straight up from a horror film The walls caved in your room I never got the chance to trick-or-treat with you The punchline hit a year ago Still fighting for the last laugh We've spun around on this merry-go-round The carousel's final act The weeds spring up and the garden dies And that's just how it ends We've decomposed our self-control Our words have lost their weight If something new ever blooms Your roots remain And I'll never be the same I'll never be the same I'll never be the same