I can't recall the last time
that we talked
about anything
but looking out for calls
We got cigarette burns
on the same side of our hands
We ain't friends
we're just morons
We're broke, scared
in the same spot
But I've never seen you
take a turn that wide
And I'm high enough
to still care if I die
So if I die
I tried to read the thoughts
that you worked over time
I stopped, I said * off
and I said nothing
for a while
You know I think about you
all the time
My deep misunderstanding
of your life
How bad it must have been
for you back then
How hard it was
to keep it all inside
I hope you settle down
I hope you marry rich
I hope you're scared
of all the ordinary *
Like murderers and ghosts
and cancer on your skin
And not your soul
and what he might do with it
You inched yourself
across the great divide
We drove aimlessly
along the twin state line
I heard nothing but the bass
and every ballad
that you'd play
While you swore you'd die




and let it all go
But you don't know
about the hell
it's your life
Your marrow
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And I'm finally aware
of how shitty
and unfair
I was to stare ahead like
everything was fine



I know I think about you all the time
My deepest understanding of your life
How bad it must have been for you back then
How hard it was to keep it all inside
I hope you settle down
I hope you'll never be rich
I hope you're scared of all the ordinary *
Black murderers and ghosts and cancer on your skin
And not your soul and what he might do with it
Strange, so strange
Did you wish that I could know you?
Fade, so fresh
I wasn't brave enough to go
I hope you settle down
I hope you'll never be rich
I hope you're scared of all the ordinary *
Black murderers and ghosts and cancer on your skin
And not your soul and what he might do with it
Oh, oh
I hope you threw a brick right into that stained glass
I hope you're with someone who isn't scared to ask
I hope that you're not losing sleep about what's next
Or about your soul
And what he might do with it
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